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 My desire to exist on the other side of death into life eternally is too strong

But to be one who admits this truth, I'm too wrong 

But my wrongs don't turn to right, so everyday I fight

Because of one who needs me here

The one who needs me near and for this I face my fears

Still in the back of my mind I keep hearing

"Death gotta be easy, because life is too hard."

But pushing through to get through

Even though I'm riddled with scars

12.08.2024

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