Feeling like the old me Wanting to retreat to my personal place of safety I trusted too much, got comfortable too fast Now I’m leery of those I gave access to Body feeling tensed because of a whirlwind of emotions, but I can’t place them What is this thing that I’m feeling? What do I need to displace from this place of familiar uncomfortability I don’t want to be here again But here is just the doorway to a slippery slope of overwhelming chaos and I refuse to travel down that path again Lord I recognize that I am not in a good space I need you Rescue me once again Revive the light in me…. Rekindle the fire in me Lord….. once again I’m not down a path of sin, but something has disconnected I gave space to things I shouldn’t have and an obstacle has erected I recognize that this is not where I want to be I feel like the children of Israel in the wilderness. Lord let me be a Caleb in this place Take me through; let my heart’s posture remain surrendered...