lolamarya - The Voice

 Anxiety lives in me like I invited it here Took me almost to the age of 45 to realize That my life has been driven by fear How much more praying can I do, In hope that things will change? I've even tried therapy because I'm aware  That I need to rewire my brain But I'm constantly fighting, almost instinctively I've been bound by things that plague me I'm just trying to be free January 2026

 I don't want to keep being this version of me But there's the pain of change versus the pain of staying the same And I know which one should lead But the other refuses to die Still hanging on Although its hold is weakening, it is desperate for life But its life brings me death so it has to die Okay Change I'm with you But this may take a few tries August 30, 2024