Fun fact: I generally think before I post something that is polarizing and I already know it’s going to upset some folks. I learned a long time ago that I am not for everyone. I also learned that people will come to me who won’t go to other folks because I’m consistently who I am and am genuine. You either get comfortable with making the masses happy so you feel included, or you take your position and live in it; knowing that you are okay handling whatever comes your way, including rejection. 

Thoughts at 3am

I exist, but only live in moments

Hanging onto life by a lifeline

Always contemplating when I’ll reach the end of this lifetime

I am here for my child to have more life

Because at this point, I feel like I’ve damn near destroyed mine. 

 This right here is the reason I always keep going.  I have had so many days that I didn’t want to live anymore, but thank God for my daughter.  Of course I would die for her, but for her, I live.