This journey of healing feels more painful than the injury that caused the trauma Because I learned to live with the consequences of what was inflicted upon me and allowed that to be my normal Now we digging deep Uncovering the layers of mechanisms created to mask the pain So many layers of “I’m okay” and “I got this” that I don’t even know I miss who I was I became a new me but the old me was better. Now I’m becoming another new me because the old me can’t usher in the me who God intended me to be Him calling me to be free To walk in the liberty that He already obtained for me He did the hard work, but now I’m unraveling the cords of confusion that became my life I’m unpacking the reasons I swore I’d never become a wife August 12, 2024