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I had a long conversation with my oldest sister last night.  We had never really gotten deep into the subject of life growing up in the same household.  I realized one thing; I had it easier than all of my other siblings growing up just because of how things fell into place.  My oldest brother and sister are about 10 and 11 years older than me and they dealt with things I never did.  My younger sister is 5 1/2 years younger than me and she had to deal with somethings that I never did as well.  I guess I was the lucky one.
I had to deal with things too, but growing up connected to church kind of took me another route.  I also took on responsibility for a lot of things at a young age, so my mentality was different.
Fact of the matter is, no one's life has been perfect and we've all been through some things.  We all react to then differently and they have had differing affects on our adult lives.  All in all, life has been one hell of an interesting ride and it has only just begun.

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