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Life As It Is....

So this situation that I am dealing with has had me upset at times. Although I take full responsibility for my actions, I also have to deal with another person due to the circumstances. The thing that I hate is that I have the full burden on my shoulders at this moment and will continue to no matter what. This other person can choose his involvement and clearly has not stepped up to the plate to offer any support for me at this time. So yes I am upset and have a right to be. And whether it is right or wrong, it is how I feel and my standpoint is valid simply because it is mine.
If I choose to open up and share how I feel with a friend, I would expect that friend to at least be considerate of my feelings and not just go straight to chewing my head off. Especially if this is a person who I have to tip-toe around their emotions all of the damn time.
Apparently some people I know must think I have a heart of stone and they can say whatever, whenever they want and it isn't supposed to affect me.
That bullshit had me up half the night with my stomach in pain.
See I don't expect people I call "friend" to always agree with me, but a person's approach can have a hell of a lot more impact on a person than the actual words that he or she says.

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