No soft spaces to land
That would be the story of my life
No spaces for vulnerability to be safe
So these walls have been fortified
And I have continued to perpetuate a lie of
“Everything is okay”
Meanwhile dying inside
Trying inside
To navigate this space of sensitivity, reactivity, vulnerability
and wanting to know the real me
God showed me that these walls have been so well structured,
that I have not only kept others out,
I have kept Him out
And not only have I created a barrier between myself and
them and HIM
I’ve kept me from knowing me
These walls haven’t created freedom
They’ve become my captivity
08/24/2026