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April 28, 2013..... in this state of mind...... Scattered Thought

Maybe I am ready for love….Maybe really
Maybe my heart is ready and willing and wanting to be shared
To love and to have an to hold and to know….
I wanna know what love is…. I want you to show me…..
Is it bad, that I've never made love, I never have, but I sure know how to….
wait, that was the old me
The new me desires to be free within the bounds of Liberty
This me who desires to know love like God intended
Connect me to the man from whom his rib was used to create me
Show me what it means to loved, unconditionally, uninhibited, blindly
What it means to have a soul-mate…… mind, will and emotions all intertwined 
Everything within the depths of me is consumed of him and in him, mine
Please allow me to be fragile, vulnerable and broken
A brokeness only healed by his love, his touch

Am I asking for too much?.........

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