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Got people telling me I need to sing again
Thing is, I only feel right singing in church
I don't need to be in the studio, long passed away my dreams of being in front of people to glorify my gift or to for them to say that I sounded good, just for the sake of sounding good.
I want to worship... I want to sing a new song... to usher in the spirit of God with the gift that He gave to me.... to give it back and lay all of me down in surrender to do what He called me to do..... where do I begin?

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