I need to write, recite, and get this out of my soul
Only turned to anger because of holding in too much pain
And not allowing myself to express that
Allowing emotions to subside and reside
Without dealing with them
Is the cause me or him... or him?
Damn - my life is –
Constantly changing but internal confusion
Losing the focus between reality and illusion
Constantly drawing conclusions
Prematurely
Ok the truth now
It's not him or him,
But me
Because I have caused my own eyes to be blinded
Not really wanting to see........
