Got people telling me I need to sing again

Thing is, I only feel right singing in church

I don't need to be in the studio, long passed away my dreams of being in front of people to glorify my gift or to for them to say that I sounded good, just for the sake of sounding good.

I want to worship... I want to sing a new song... to usher in the spirit of God with the gift that He gave to me.... to give it back and lay all of me down in surrender to do what He called me to do..... where do I begin?

I suppose

that I should be more frequent here.  This is supposed to be the place where I express my artistry, but motherhood has overtaken the other parts of my life.  Balance.... I was told shortly ago that I need balance in my life and when I really think about it, that is just what I need.  Where to start is the question.
In a few hours, I begin my 31st year of this life journey.  Too old to be immature and too young to not change.  This next year will be the year to build upon the foundation that I already have.
slowly, but surely, I have to focus and remember what is important and great things will happen.