This journey of healing feels more painful than the injury that caused the trauma
Because I learned to live with the consequences of what was inflicted upon me and allowed that to be my normal
Now we digging deep
Uncovering the layers of mechanisms created to mask the pain
So many layers of “I’m okay” and “I got this” that I don’t even know I miss who I was
I became a new me but the old me was better. Now I’m becoming another new me because the old me can’t usher in the me who God intended me to be
Him calling me to be free
To walk in the liberty that He already obtained for me
He did the hard work, but now I’m unraveling the cords of confusion that became my life
I’m unpacking the reasons I swore I’d never become a wife
August 12, 2024