feelings

I feel like I have so much to look forward to, yet at the same time, I feel stuck for now.  

Why do I continually find myself in this pattern?

Seemingly I have, but I need more; so much more.

I woke up singing this song today....

This makes me want to go to a church that has no agenda, no schedule, isn't concerned about being a production and just go worship.

Ready

Yes I will continually and cryptically say that I am SO ready for the next phase until it is time for me to actually walk in it.  I am more excited the more that I see is waiting for me.  I am ready to walk into a land full of opportunities and I really feel as though God is moving me into the place that he has already blessed and prepared for me.
And although not everything is ideal, I am looking at the silver lining and looking at the promises of God which means that no matter what the circumstances may look like, HE has the last say and I will trust in that.
Boy, oh boy it is funny to me that I feel I am being led to a specific place for a specific reason.  I guess I am about to enter into a season of going into places I never wanted to be, but if I want to be in God's will, I have to go where He is leading me...
More to come as it unfolds.....

Stranger things have been seen than times like this. Realistically through transition my position is still fixed. Focused and determined because I see the prize. So that's my goal and the only thing I see in my eyes.

I wonder...

I wonder if he thinks about me from time to time. Lord knows he frequently crosses my mind.  I miss him... I shouldn't, but I do. What should have never been was, and I still wonder what more could have been.